"Maybe it’s just hard to see what’s right in front of you while you’re frantically searching for it."
"Our lives are not as limited as we think they are; the world is a wonderfully weird place; consensual reality is significantly flawed; no institution can be trusted, but love does work; all things are possible; and we all could be happy and fulfilled if we only had the guts to be truly free and the wisdom to shrink our egos and quit taking ourselves so damn seriously."
"Love is something we wait for. We imagine our first kiss, our first sex, our first I love you. But we never imagine our first heartbreak. Maybe because it’s too painful to even imagine. But in a way, the pain of love is what truly changes us."
Is certainly new and out of comfort, but I finally feel like an adult. It’s a nice change.
It’s weird hearing my old friends go clubbing. It’s weird not hanging out with them every weekend, or getting lunch during the week. It’s weird not going to Vegas every other month because sadly, in the end, they’re not my friends to begin with.
I have lost in touch with many, and now down to really a handful of girls where we try to keep each other up to date about our lives here and there. Adjusting to this new lifestyle is pretty tiring; at least I sleep and wake up on a normal time now. I know I may not make a whole lot of effort, but I do text people to ask how everything is despite our schedule differences and what not. Try to schedule some lunches and dinners here and there.. and that’s how I think my life is going to be. For now, at least. Until I settle down with this job and my future plans.
Cheers to change.
"In everybody’s life there’s a point of no return. And in a very few cases, a point where you can’t go forward anymore. And when we reach that point, all we can do is quietly accept the fact. That’s how we survive."
"I wish you’d love me again"
I have to love this woman as much as I can, for as long as I can, and I can never stop loving her, not even for a second.
(Source: jimmylishmans, via pvtti)